I havn't disipeared, i promise!
I'm not entirely lazy, i've been experimenting in flash. Or atleast trying to teach myself how to think in the ways of a storyboard. my goodness it's hard for my brain. is that just me?
But i'll tell ya, it's very helpful when trying to make a flash. and also PERSPECTIVE. it hurts my soul D: but it's so darn cool and it's EVERYWHERE. i wish i was one of those ppl who can just see things, store them in their brain, and draw them later. Photographic memory? i suppose

but thats not the point, >_<
I was working on a flash which is coming along painfully slow. i got like 5 seconds and i need nearly a minute and a half. It's gonna be synced with music, thats why it's so hard. i give all you flashcreators creds, it's much harder than expected T_T
but now that i've had my pitty party, i'd like to explain myself.

The Dress-Up Cody game isn't gonna be finished any day soon. I tried to make myself work on it which just resulted in me refusing to do anything at all. dang it i'm stubborn. >:C
So then i began that flash, which is planning to be me and ~Wakman111's kitties. our team is called SCUD (Super Cute Undead Destroyers) and it is also a Russian bomb ^__^ yay SCUD. But once more, we'll see how far that gets. i'm very impressed with how well it looks, but very not impressed with the time it took to make 5 seconds, and those STORYBOARDS, those dang story boards. i hate percise planning @____@
I'm also going to WCYC in 16 days I'M SO VERY EXCITED!! oh goodness, you have no clue, i'd live there if i could. it's gonna rock so hard my mind is imploding at this very second O_o and i'll probably get a little bit of drawing done. it's just hangin out and doin whatever and then bible classes (which are really good) and campfiiiire. There is also a creek ^__^
but what am i saying. i meant to say i got distracted once more and was creating a group picture of me and my friends from WCYC. not all of them of corse, just the main ones. it's already half way done. i barely ever finish anything. but i think cause it's of my wonderful friends i might just finish this one xD <3
AND SO, what i was getting to...
I've been thinking quite often, on and off, the past few months what Hell would be like. No, not to be creepy. No, not so i can be sucked into the evils of it or whatever you may think. Curiosity. Which i hate to give as a reason for anything, but it is. I got a song picked out and a story board i began making. wow i suck at them, but thankfully i'm perserveering. it won't be very dynamic if i ever finish, the drawing wont' be very good at all ._. i'm sorry to be putting myself down so much, but it's where i'm at in my art. i'm at the akward stage. you know, when you're like 11 or somethin? Mostly because my anatomy sucks. i can draw it in individual pictures because i hide the parts idk how to do, as all us artists do. Except for the really amazing motivated ones that study the stuff and get it drawn RIGHT. So i've been studying today, and boy was it fun. mostly cause i found some new artists that make me giggle and are rather AMazERinG!
But yeah. Anatomy, i'm gettin there! but Poses... Don't count on it. thats the one thing i havn't ever really had much hope for. but it all comes with practice practice practice! it'll take me years @_@ but i suppose thats normal. my goodness, why do i keep complaining!
So that was a bit overdun huh? I agree.


Thanks for reading atleast ^__^;
I love you?
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~+~Sarah~+~